I start feeling really… sad whenever i have to go back to school. Nobody bothers me there, no one has been remotely mean to me there as far as I know, but i still hate it. I feel so lonely surrounded by so many people. I have no problem with being alone, I enjoy my solitude. I feel best when alone on a quiet early rainy morning. But at school i feel so out of place. I have to actively try and soften up my face so people don’t ask me what i’m angry about. I’m not angry, i’m simply often lost in thought and this is kind of my default face. Being asked to work in groups is the worst when we have to pick our own team mates. I know none of these people, if i wanted to be in the same classes as people i know i’d have to wait a couple of years for them to catch up to what i tested into. I’m just… it all kinda sucks right now, and i hate feeling sad about something i can’t change because it’s something i HAVE to do.
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